I simply can't take it anymore...They have found me....and I am being torn appart...

This account was ment to be a secret and Sara and Emily found me....How can one move on if they will not leave me alone?...I told them I forgave them and they won't just move on!!!!

I feel like screaming...I feel like breaking things...I feel like I am going insane...and maybe I already have...There are things one simply can not forget so easily...My parents are the word to me...anything said bad about them I got into the frizts...

...I guess I am psycho...I feel like breaking anything I touch and all who I lay my eyes on...I have hundreds of voices running through my head at all given hours...I dream of evil things and I long to keep all things in ruin...

....yah that makes me crazy...

So..I am sorry for burdening you all, but I am leaving...and never coming back...that's the truth...I can not keep living a lie about myself...My life is in the real world...at college...I may hate the real world...but I hate myself even more...and I never understood why..

I can sing, I can dance, I am a 2nd degree black belt in Tae Kwon Do, I have a great family, I have a wonderful life.....yet....I still hate myself...

all these personalities...I am all who I draw...each a peice in side me that is amplified 100 fold...Rage, Darkness, Sarrow, Madness...all who are me...So...I am sorry everyong...I must go and never return...

Thank you for talking to me who watched my stories...I am happy you cared enough to talk to me...

Thank you...and good bye...

The No Face Prince
aka
Prince-Luigii
aka
DrRenee
aka
Ren-Ren